I did 4 miles in partial rain tonight. I nearly cried towards the end. It took me 3 minutes longer than before. :( I wonder what ever made me think I could do this...how could I raise this money? Then, I cursed myself every name in the book because what I am doing is nothing compared to what Faith went through. My angel deserves all my blood, sweat, and tears. I feel down because I am always the last one to finish. It can be disheartening. I nearly lost it in front of my team members tonight. They encouraged me and made me feel better, but I still ended up crying all the way home. I want to do this so badly...it means so much to me. I just pray the money comes in and my legs don't give up. My body was not meant to do this.